Saturday, 8 December 2012

afraid

It is as the title say. hahahhaa...

I don't know if i'm gay or not. I just like to watch. After that, nothing happened. I've never been in a real relationship let alone 'stick' with someone. Nobody know that i like to watch naked men.. 

I'm too afraid that it will crush my parents hearts that i rather kept it to myself. you know the deal when you're with your straight friends. Its ni like I don't want a girlfriend but it seems that there are no one on earth that understand me... Maybe I should date an alien ya.... hahahaha

Life is not going according to what I want. Studying has taken its tool on me. My old habit has come, again.... The sleeping problem, the tiredness, the money problem, the idea and etc. You know the deal. Got a teammate that irritate me a lot but I don't have the hearts to flunk him. I'm too good that people take advantage of me. 

Maybe i should be a lot selfish... hahahaha.... the only reason that i'm in good terms with everyone is that i dont want to go to class and there is some one i hate there. Really can't take it. 

Well let it rest there. it seems that all bloggers are making their blog private. Well what can you aspect. This is a world that say and do different things. They say that we have a freedom of speech but when we say something that they don't want to hear, they will damned us. 

i really hope things will go to its usual pace. give freedom to us to post what ever we want...
  

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